DENTIST!

I haven't been to the dentist in so long! I think the last time I paid a visit was in year 6? I was 12 haha. In my family, I have the most dental problems, no kidd. As a kid, I went to the dentist every year cuz... MY TEETH WERE DISFIGURED =_= But yeah, I was just a caterpillar, my gums would take a hit back then. So anyway, decided to go to the dentist 2 days back, the dentist did a scaling on me, so I was like, yeah, no big deal, done it before. So, when she was doing it, IT HURTS I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE TEARS COMIN' OUTTA MY EYES. It never hurt THIS much before. So I guess my gums aren't 'immune' to it as it did before. And so there were blood everywhere, all over my face and hijab. I thought it was just water but nooooo she hand me a tissue aaaaand it's blood =_= Rinsed my mouth countless times and there was still blood, I mean, WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME. Took a cat nap after the visit and my brother woke me up. He asked me why there is blood on my pillow. And so I ran to the mirror and saw that.. my mouth was full of blood, like.. REALLY, DENTIST?! YOU KIDDIN' ME! WHAT HAVE YOU DONEE. It's been 2 days and there's still blood coming out of my gums. It doesn't hurt or anything, no pain what so ever. It just keeps on bleeding.... I'M TRAUMATIZED TO EVEN BRUSH MY TEETH OR EAT/DRINK. I RATHER STARVE

Enjoy a random photo :C

misconception

I used to hate this person. Yeah. Don't know why, but I used to. Well, I wouldn't call it 'hate', just, an uncomfortable feeling about this person. Awkward even. Well, he's fun and crazy and weird in a good way but he has this aura that made me feel.. uncomfortable. I kept thinking that he might not want to be friends with a person such as myself. I kept thinking, that, inside, he's judging me. Well, maybe, but those feelings... those 'uncomfortable' feelings I felt about him just... vanished. Now that I learn to get to know him, he's not as bad as I thought he would be. He just.. gets me. And I get him. I wouldn't say that I 'really' know him, but the 'him' I'm seeing right now, is a total misconception. I guess.. one must learn to get to know someone before they judge another? Hm :)

Longkangs and Foltis with cute turtles :D

THE TURTLES ARE ABSOLUTELY CUTE! 

Slender???

Just want to get things straight. I've been playing Slender BEFORE it was 'mainstream'. And I've been a fan ever since. So I'm not a freakin' hipster alright Dx I've downloaded ALL the maps, obviously played them all. Even recorded me and my friends' reactions while playing Slender and posted on Youtube. Haha that was before they decided to make different maps out of it. So then, a supposedly Habbo friend of mine, Dante, is a HUUGEEE fan of Slender too! He even made his own Slender pages! Like I did >_> I did mine because I thought of giving it as a birthday gift to my friend, Reezal, but then I decided to just give him Snickers and Mars. :P

Ohah! Made these on 5th September. Remembered it cuz it was before Reezal's birthday -_-

Dancing in the moonlight. OH HOW I ADMIRE YOUR BEAUTY

I just felt like doing it. Just a quick painting of my friend who's wearing a cap and can be seen sitting on the bench with his DSLR, alone, mesmerized by the beauty of the city at night!

Kids, we learned a new word today...

Once again, I don't feel like playing Dragon Nest, 9 gag-ing or anything. A night like this, insomniac, would be broing (wanted to type 'boring' but just leave it at that -_-) Anywho, I just came to realize, that, people enjoy being with attractive people. Doesn't matter what they're like, they just have to be.. well, attractive. Okay so first of all, lemme tell you a lil something about what I'm like and shtuff XD I'm boy-ish, I mean, I do have like a 30% of my feminine side, probably cuz I'm a girl? I also like to hit people when I laugh. I can't resist NOT hitting people, it's just my reflex haha. Oh, and I hate people. Well, not everyone, just some fakers, know-at-all show offy jerks, I MOSTLY hate them. I can't stand these people. I won't come up to them and say it to their faces, cuz, I'm probably a coward BUT also I want them to realize by themselves when they got older/ matured. If you're looking for these kinda people, look no more! There're loads in my college -_-
Ooh and I have this 'trademark' style or so they call it, I didn't realize it at first but my friends did. I like to wear checkered shirts? with a black checkered pants? and also black leathered shoes with pink and blue laces o_o They even say that they could 'cosplay' as me one day, gaawwdd. I'm what you call... hmm... 'quaint', cuz 'weird' could be good or bad. Quaint's just fits perfectly. Unusual, but AWESOME! *patting myself on the back*
I can safely say that I am not what you say 'normal'. If I'm a 'normal' girl, I would be like those drop-dead gorgeous girls or even with their 'girly' personality and with their 'petite' self being. I'm NOTHING like that. I used to 'not' care about these things, but, it just hurts me to look at how biased the guys in my class are, on how they prefer talking to 'attractiveness' more. But of course, like I said "People enjoy being with attractive people" it's just the rule of the universe. Sometimes, I just wish I could be like those girls. But then again... HAHA WHO CARES! Seriously, I wouldn't care less, I prefer ME as it is. This post is just me being bored. Toodaloo!

By the way, I lost my guitar pick (picture) months ago and I kinda miss it cuz it looks like someone from my classmate in highschool who is in a band now and oh so famous in Subang XD

PS : I may look like a malay but I'm not. HAHA okay I'm done. (mom's arabian, former dad's a siamese :D just sayin')

YEEPEE KI YAY!

Finals have ended, I feel as if there's a huge chunk of weight has been lifted from my shoulders! It's exactly like how I felt when SPM's finally over and done with! This freedom, is just... IT FEELS MAGICAL like for only a month, then here comes second semester woopdeedoo *sigh* I expected the worst for today's papers, like I actually thought I'm heading towards a war but surprisingly it wasn't that bad AT ALL. "You underestimate my powaaah you freakin chipset" I can't stop saying this in my head during both papers HAHA

Anyway I'm so looking forward to our skypecall JAY, RAY! and probably RYAN if he's not busy :D