This is Halloween!

Oh hey there humans, didn't see you WAAAAY over there in a place you call 'earth'? Speaking of which, heard about the devastating news about our human friends in U.S. A massive hurricane hit the east coast I believe. Hope Lee is alright though. I think he's somewhere in Washington... Bellingham. I'm sure he's alright with his Halo and arresting people and shtuff. Anywho, Happy Halloween guys! I don't celebrate it though, I just love the idea of people giving me candies and goodies. And how the atmosphere on the internet becomes eerie, and funion, and how people dress up ridiculous yet epic haha (reasons why I play horror games all the time). Well, since I don't celebrate Halloween, I thought I might hang around with the decorations in my all time favourite video game, Dragon Nest (geek-ing out)

I'm on the tree guys! :D

Me and Scar sitting on the pumpkin. Irine, the NPC, is looooooking at meh. =_= oh and there's a pirate cat with a couple of ghosts floatin' round the tree :D

me and Scar decided to put out our armours and weapons and just chill with our pumpkin heads XD

It looks like Scar is eating her hand

me again, side view look.

me and Scar 'naked' again but this time we're chillin' at Scar's favourite hang out spot in Lotus Marsh.

Oh hey and look! I found a paaage! 7 more to go lol. I see what you did there Dragon Nest. Changed my pumpkin horn head to gentlemen. This way, I look like my char on Habbo :D

Made this for Jay in a really short period, just doodles and throwing colours on it. For the hell of it.

So that's all for now! Enjoy your Halloween my good humans~

ironic

Eh ay humans! Ya know, who would ever thought by just playing the same mmorpg video game as your college mates, you would become 'closer' to them. I thought 'friendship' blooms when you 'actually' see them in person, classes, out for movies... But noooo. It doesn't work that way for us I guess. The irony.

Well, I think it's because, when you don't know someone, but you wanted to get to know them, and sometimes it's just awkward to make a conversation in person. So Imma be mention some names here. (Some of the people which I think are awesome to hang with. :D) Well, I wouldn't have gotten to know Reezal, Nik, Alyaa, Pjol, Raja and a bunch more if it weren't because of a certain mmorpg game we're playing. Heck, WE wouldn't even played the game if it weren't for Reezal himself. I was... well, you could say that my self-esteem was pretty low back then. I was afraid to talk to people, I don't like being judge (who doesn't). But these people, they're just, amazing haha I'm so blessed to have such wonderful friends :'D (Except one or two of em =_=) College life is just so amazing now, less drama, better environment, people with the same interests as you (same course), I love how weird they are like nobody's business (some are just... revolting; how they act like they know it all). I expected the worse when I get into college, I never thought I will get this many awesome friends. All because of this one game_ Dragon Nest :) 

I guess... this video game is like a training wheels of friendship. You make conversations in the game, battle monsters 'together', you do quests 'together', you ask questions about the game (CONVERSATION! aha *eyebrows*), you lead a party, you get closer to one another by inviting them into your party, you play hide and seek in towns with friends cuz you're bored of doing dungeons, you have fun in PvP with others, and loads more! So basically, just by playing an mmorpg game 'together' with your friends you just gotten closer to them! Next thing you know, you go to college and have an 'actual' conversation with your college mates about the game you just played 'together' and start having references from the game! TRUST ME, THIS WORKS! The reason why I still play Dragon Nest, is because all my college mates are playing! :D 

Okie dokie then, have fun with YOUR mmorpg game - mm

occurrence

Hai there humans... I just read my friend's blog; Moonlit Showdown. It's about one of our classmate. He's hell of a 'keyboard warrior'. I won't tell you the details cuz it's written all in the link I gave you. Well, for starters, I for one, am pissed too by the way he has been treating us. But I guess Reezal (owner of the blog in the link) just exploded and couldn't take it anymore. I'm glad that finally, someone has the balls to speak up to this 'warrior' (lets just call him warrior here). On the night of the incident, Reezal was... he was completely disturbed and bothered by it. I would just like to give this warrior a bitch slap for doing this to him. I wanted to comfort him, I just didn't know my words. Plus I just thought he should have some time alone, considering what happened...

Now I just want semester break to end so I can see him and see how he's doing :)

DENTIST!

I haven't been to the dentist in so long! I think the last time I paid a visit was in year 6? I was 12 haha. In my family, I have the most dental problems, no kidd. As a kid, I went to the dentist every year cuz... MY TEETH WERE DISFIGURED =_= But yeah, I was just a caterpillar, my gums would take a hit back then. So anyway, decided to go to the dentist 2 days back, the dentist did a scaling on me, so I was like, yeah, no big deal, done it before. So, when she was doing it, IT HURTS I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE TEARS COMIN' OUTTA MY EYES. It never hurt THIS much before. So I guess my gums aren't 'immune' to it as it did before. And so there were blood everywhere, all over my face and hijab. I thought it was just water but nooooo she hand me a tissue aaaaand it's blood =_= Rinsed my mouth countless times and there was still blood, I mean, WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME. Took a cat nap after the visit and my brother woke me up. He asked me why there is blood on my pillow. And so I ran to the mirror and saw that.. my mouth was full of blood, like.. REALLY, DENTIST?! YOU KIDDIN' ME! WHAT HAVE YOU DONEE. It's been 2 days and there's still blood coming out of my gums. It doesn't hurt or anything, no pain what so ever. It just keeps on bleeding.... I'M TRAUMATIZED TO EVEN BRUSH MY TEETH OR EAT/DRINK. I RATHER STARVE

Enjoy a random photo :C

misconception

I used to hate this person. Yeah. Don't know why, but I used to. Well, I wouldn't call it 'hate', just, an uncomfortable feeling about this person. Awkward even. Well, he's fun and crazy and weird in a good way but he has this aura that made me feel.. uncomfortable. I kept thinking that he might not want to be friends with a person such as myself. I kept thinking, that, inside, he's judging me. Well, maybe, but those feelings... those 'uncomfortable' feelings I felt about him just... vanished. Now that I learn to get to know him, he's not as bad as I thought he would be. He just.. gets me. And I get him. I wouldn't say that I 'really' know him, but the 'him' I'm seeing right now, is a total misconception. I guess.. one must learn to get to know someone before they judge another? Hm :)

Longkangs and Foltis with cute turtles :D

THE TURTLES ARE ABSOLUTELY CUTE! 

Slender???

Just want to get things straight. I've been playing Slender BEFORE it was 'mainstream'. And I've been a fan ever since. So I'm not a freakin' hipster alright Dx I've downloaded ALL the maps, obviously played them all. Even recorded me and my friends' reactions while playing Slender and posted on Youtube. Haha that was before they decided to make different maps out of it. So then, a supposedly Habbo friend of mine, Dante, is a HUUGEEE fan of Slender too! He even made his own Slender pages! Like I did >_> I did mine because I thought of giving it as a birthday gift to my friend, Reezal, but then I decided to just give him Snickers and Mars. :P

Ohah! Made these on 5th September. Remembered it cuz it was before Reezal's birthday -_-

Dancing in the moonlight. OH HOW I ADMIRE YOUR BEAUTY

I just felt like doing it. Just a quick painting of my friend who's wearing a cap and can be seen sitting on the bench with his DSLR, alone, mesmerized by the beauty of the city at night!

Kids, we learned a new word today...

Once again, I don't feel like playing Dragon Nest, 9 gag-ing or anything. A night like this, insomniac, would be broing (wanted to type 'boring' but just leave it at that -_-) Anywho, I just came to realize, that, people enjoy being with attractive people. Doesn't matter what they're like, they just have to be.. well, attractive. Okay so first of all, lemme tell you a lil something about what I'm like and shtuff XD I'm boy-ish, I mean, I do have like a 30% of my feminine side, probably cuz I'm a girl? I also like to hit people when I laugh. I can't resist NOT hitting people, it's just my reflex haha. Oh, and I hate people. Well, not everyone, just some fakers, know-at-all show offy jerks, I MOSTLY hate them. I can't stand these people. I won't come up to them and say it to their faces, cuz, I'm probably a coward BUT also I want them to realize by themselves when they got older/ matured. If you're looking for these kinda people, look no more! There're loads in my college -_-
Ooh and I have this 'trademark' style or so they call it, I didn't realize it at first but my friends did. I like to wear checkered shirts? with a black checkered pants? and also black leathered shoes with pink and blue laces o_o They even say that they could 'cosplay' as me one day, gaawwdd. I'm what you call... hmm... 'quaint', cuz 'weird' could be good or bad. Quaint's just fits perfectly. Unusual, but AWESOME! *patting myself on the back*
I can safely say that I am not what you say 'normal'. If I'm a 'normal' girl, I would be like those drop-dead gorgeous girls or even with their 'girly' personality and with their 'petite' self being. I'm NOTHING like that. I used to 'not' care about these things, but, it just hurts me to look at how biased the guys in my class are, on how they prefer talking to 'attractiveness' more. But of course, like I said "People enjoy being with attractive people" it's just the rule of the universe. Sometimes, I just wish I could be like those girls. But then again... HAHA WHO CARES! Seriously, I wouldn't care less, I prefer ME as it is. This post is just me being bored. Toodaloo!

By the way, I lost my guitar pick (picture) months ago and I kinda miss it cuz it looks like someone from my classmate in highschool who is in a band now and oh so famous in Subang XD

PS : I may look like a malay but I'm not. HAHA okay I'm done. (mom's arabian, former dad's a siamese :D just sayin')

YEEPEE KI YAY!

Finals have ended, I feel as if there's a huge chunk of weight has been lifted from my shoulders! It's exactly like how I felt when SPM's finally over and done with! This freedom, is just... IT FEELS MAGICAL like for only a month, then here comes second semester woopdeedoo *sigh* I expected the worst for today's papers, like I actually thought I'm heading towards a war but surprisingly it wasn't that bad AT ALL. "You underestimate my powaaah you freakin chipset" I can't stop saying this in my head during both papers HAHA

Anyway I'm so looking forward to our skypecall JAY, RAY! and probably RYAN if he's not busy :D

Call me maybe?

My friend Azierra just pops outta nowhere and straight to the punchline HAHA

Phillip, Zeke, What's the difference :D

He'll always be Zeke -_-

Look what I found!

Look what I found in my Introduction To Multimedia slide notes! Awesome lecturer is awesome XD

BLOODY CHIPSET !

So my friend and I downloaded Amnesia into our laptops and the weird thing is, that she gets to launch hers and mine can't. So then I checked my graphic card and it says mine was Mobile Intel(R) 4 Series Express Chipset Family and my friend's was ATI Radeon™ HD 4000 Graphics. So I was curious, why the hell can't Amnesia play on my laptop. So then googled for answers and it says that none of the Intel drivers can support Amnesia due to it's 'little' graphic amount EXCEPT Intel HD Graphics 3000. So... Fuck :)

Backfired Again!

Did I just backfired myself, again?! Or did the whole "remembering people" thing is actually "me" wishing for all of us to get back together and it actually happened? Or.. something... Anyway I haven't seen nor talk to Trent for months! 

Oh ya! 'Do you remember' Zeke?! Also known as DimitriBelikov on Habbo? Well, 'Zeke' wasn't a Zeke at all but in fact a Phillip -_-

ANYWAY I MISS YOU GUYS!

AHMAGERD!

Ya know the whole "Do you remember" crap I wrote yesterday? And now, out of the freakin' blue, Lee is chatting with me right now on facebook like WOW I haven't spoke to this guy for months! It's like, the whole "remembering" people just backfired HAHA

Oh Look. I just realized that my classmate's name is also Lee >_>

Do you remember...

Eh hey hey I'm bored now! I just had this awesome idea on mentioning every Habbo pixels I've encountered and/or used to be apart of our so called 'group'. Lets just say we hung out a lot before hah. Imma start with the 'Bench People', the ones I met in the Winter's Square on Christmas.

Winter Square

 Okay so there's Shaun Pepper that goes by the name 'srgkoala' on Habbo. The first pixel I met and the most awesome one. Canadian. Second was Lee Deberry also known as c=Crowns=c. This person has lots of weird, funny names that he has encountered, one was "DonutBoy", "AppleLad", and "DaBerry" LMAO This guy's amazing too. American. And then there's Jaimee-Lee Hagan, Jay for short also known as Mizjoanne. Shaun calls her Vajayjay. A kiwi. We still have contact with each other. Bros. And then there's Samantha, Sam for short. Habbo username Lament. with a period but Shaun always calls her Apple and she calls him Peaches. Adorable -_- Oh and she's Aussie. And then there's... I sure hope you remember her, the creator of the tagline "WTF BRO" it's...Scarlet Marie that goes by the name Astrozombies, with a comma. Also known as 'Scar', 'Jeff', 'Jefferson', and 'Jeffersonian'. Canadian. And then there's Ryan Koh! With the username ur123. He has this overload sarcasm around him. Singaporean. So then there's Lilly! Which goes by the name lilly30031. Also known as 'Smith' and 'Smithsonian' .Also Australian. Aha! So then there's my boy Daniel Ray Gonzales Jr, call em Ray,  habbo username DropSee. ALWAYS having conversations with this guy right up until now. Cool guy, cool guy indeed c}:  AH! I sure didn't forget about Trent ol' buddy. Met him in the winter's square I'm sure of it. Habbo username :lucien: but I call him Lotion guy ;) I'm still not sure where is he from. He said something about moving from Nz to aussie I don't get it. But somewhere in between haha. Think that's about it for the 'Bench People'. Now for the others...

Japanese Tea Garden

Okay so there's Andrei!! Remember this guy? He used to own an awesome yet famous Tea Garden which then turned into a Hotspring which is still awesome and now I believe there's absolutely nothing there. I don't get why he threw away such an awesome JAPANESE TEA GARDEN. Pixels like it there... Oh and he goes by the name Hawky. American.
And then there's Stu which goes by the name.. Stu. Like literally his username is also Stu... Me and Jay call him Stew :3 Also know as the guy who sits on a mushroom and one does not simply sits on Stu's mushroom! FACT. Also, American. Oh and who would forget KYLE LUKIV?! He has the waaays with the gurls. Habbo username Fudge, with a comma, me and Jay call him Kyle Vagina. Long story. CANADIAN TOO.  And not to mention his posse, Jess! You guys remember her? Annoying piece of crap HAHA. Know nothing bout her, all I know is that me and Jay crashed her wedding on 18th February with Dora and Ash's wedding. Awesome. Oh and remember Harti? The guy who acts like an officiant on Dora & Ash's wedding. But I met him in the Japanese Tea Garden. He's Finnish. Ah! I won't forget Brenden Kyle Holz! Habbo username CrazyButSane. Australian. OH OH OH Do you humans remember MORGAN?! HAHAHA! Sheez what happened to that guy seriously? Maaan miss him so much. He goes by the username WoLf.GaNg.SWAGG. Ughh that cunt XD. And he's a kiwi too. Oh and and and do you guys remember BRODY?! LMAO. Who goes by the name MotorBladeking? Sheez what happened to these guys. Oh and there's this one guy who acts like he knows eeeevvvveeerrrythinnngg. Gosh. Loves to mimic other pixels. And by that I mean mimic their looks.It's the one and only Mack which goes by the username Mr.Mimic. Aussie. Eh eh eh do you guys remember Kylie?! Aww maaaan she's damn good at trolling alright! Goes by the name Gum, with a comma. Pretty sure she's also Aussie. Oh and here's one niggie that we will never forget. Austin! Habbo username -oddierollie-. Don't know him that well, but he's a good guy. Well Jay knows him well though. Might as well ask her! And then there's MEW! Sam's closest friend. Also from Aussie. Habbo username Spongebobbu. Okay sooo I think that's it for the guys I met from Hawky's Japanese Te Garden/ Hot Spring.

Some other random places

Here's a guy, me and Jay heard from a radio station. Yes, radio station! Habbo's radio station, ThisHabbo.com ! He was one of the most awesome DJs there. Me and Jay were a big fan of him because of his ridiculous accent, it made us laughed haha and that he makes sure that he reads ALL of our shoutouts/requests WOO! And thus we added him on Habbo matt806 and he was actually a good guy :D

Eh ya guys remember Jeff's friend Alex Hussey? HAHA wow what an annoyance he is. Habbo username RandomBlock. Canadian. There's this one random girl we skyped with called him 'Random Block Head" LMAO

Okay last! Remember Nick? Nick Angel? Habbo username nickangel99. Also a kiwi. Aaaaah there's always a drama with this one. Well whadaya expect from an eleven year old eh? XD

OKAY YAH! SO I GUESS THAT'S ALL? Well, all that have made my day? Hah Ciao ciao guys!

"MUGEN THE NINJA TROLLEY STUNT DRIVER" - Jay

Ray saw my status on skype which is the title of this post aaand...

Photoshop

So errr, I can be totally honest with you that I never knew how to use Photoshop before. Just by looking at it, I feel like I'm looking at Chemistry. But then, we have this 'project' in class where we have to make an interactive storybook. Every characters were all handmade by me. Other groups hand-coloured it and scan it. But I thought it would be more cooler if it was coloured in a software which in this case would be Photoshop. So, I just thought I should know how to use this software by now since I'm taking this course. I asked my sister about it and she showed me where the tools are and whatnot. Let me remind you that she only 'showed' me where the tools are. She never 'showed' me how to do it. *winks*
So anyway since I'm still new to these things, here are some of the characters that I've done...

the dragon is not quite finish Dx You can tell by the lack of outlines and scales

So there you have it! I didn't even use a tablet, these are made using a mouse and I can assure you that it's not as easy as it looks. It's not really that good, but I bet if I practice more, it would turn out much more better!

Ryan is a cunt

Ryan you freakin UGHHH! Ryan went to KL, here in Malaysia and didn't tell ME! Well of course he did tell me BUT AFTER HE WENT BACK HOME. LIKE, HOW COULD YOU RYAN!?! WE COULD HAVE MEET UP AND BE ALL "AHMAGERDDD MY FRIEND FROM HABBO" But Noooo, he just shuts the hell up. I'm disappointed in you D:<

I can relate

eh eh eh?

People Come, people go... like socks

“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.” - Nicholas Sparks